Wednesday, June 22, 2011

29. off the wagon

i fell off the wagon.

this always happens when i dedicate myself to a project. i always, inevitably, lose motivation at some point. and that's what's happened these past few months.

i've just lost all sense of direction lately. and all of my gentlemanly aspirations have just gone down the drain.

after i finished this last show, i just found myself in this black hole. and i just lost all sense of self. i don't know what exactly happened. but april and may were terrible.

buuuuutttttt i'm picking up the pieces again. or trying to at least.